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Monday, May 28, 2012

Memorial Day 2012

I have struggled this past year with a lot of loss.  I can't begin to describe the feelings that arise when I start to think of all of the wonderful, amazing, talented and loving people there are in my life and to lose any of them sucks!  I have lost two amazing people in my life within the past month and that is who I wold like to focus this entry on today.


Jamaica.  Where to even begin.  Jamaica is my cousin, she is 6 days younger than I am.  Jamaica is so talented in many different area's.  She played piano, tumbled, danced, cheered, wrote poetry, taught herself different languages and truly loved people.  Jamaica is beautiful beyond description, funny and smart.  I was and always will be jealous of Jamaica and the things that she is.  I was saddened to hear that she died at the young age of 30.  She had so many things in life that she wanted to accomplish and so much that she already had.  I will miss you Jake and all of your passion.




Joel.  I am sad to say that I have only known Joel for a few years.  I met Joel when we were both in graduate school at the University of Utah together for our Masters in Social Work degrees.  He was quiet and funny in classes and would always encourage me and invite me to play basketball with him and a friend (a horrible sight to see).  Joel graduated with me and subsequently got a job at Valley where I work.  I began working with him in February of 2011.  We had so much fun at work.  We would compare notes on supervision, run idea's past each other about treatment options and would talk about our "outside lives".  Joel is an amazing musician, a funny funny guy who would always find the lighter side to every situation and a smart man.  I was shocked and upset when I found out of Joel's passing at the young age of 30 this year.  He left behind a wonderful and beautiful wife and two dogs that he loved dearly.  Joel accomplished so much in his short life and definitely lived life with no regrets.  I learned a lot from him and will miss him.




On this memorial day I am thinking of many that I have lost over the years but most of all I am thinking of these two wonderful people who I lost at 30.  I have had extreme high points during this, my 30th year of life, but the loss of these two have really made this year miserable as well.

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Happy 2 Month Birthday Alice!

Hello my baby, happy 2 month birthday!

Starting off with your stats.  You weigh 9 lbs 11 oz (28%). You are 23.3 in long (87%). Head circumference 14.9 in (35%). You wear 0-3 month tops and onesies but still need to wear new born pants even though they are kind of floods now, they are the only things that stay up on your little tummy and slim legs.


Alice you are feisty, funny and full of energy!  You are opinionated smart and love everyone.  You are strong and lift your head on your own and almost roll over from your back to your front.  You smile all the time and are so close to laughing out loud, I can't stand not hearing if for much longer.  You babble a lot and say guy-ya guy-ya guy-a.  Another favorite babble is oye.  You continue to stare at people's faces and "talk" to those you find interesting.  You mostly talk with dad, mom, grandma and cousin Quinn. You love to watch Sir, your puppy, where ever he goes in the house, you could watch him for hours if he didn't get so annoyed with being followed.  You also try and watch TV and despite our attempts to stop you, you sneak in time here and there for your favorite shows, Mythbusters, Glee and The Devil's Ride (motorcycles are cool).  You are learning how to manipulate your hands into grabbing things and hitting your toys.  You enjoy playing on your mat where toys dangle overhead.  You are not a huge fan of your tummy time but you tolerate it fairly well.



Alice you are so lucky to have an amazing, loving and attentive dad who spends all day Monday and Wednesday with you.  You also have wonderful, caring and patient grandparents (grandma LaDene and Papa Ron) who play with you on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Fridays while mom goes to work.


Alice you have struggled with thrush and acid reflux, but both are getting under control now, thank heavens.  It is hard to see you upset because you are normally such a happy baby!  You have big man farts and big man burps still, which make your dad laugh out loud all the time.



You went to your first funeral, moms cousin Jamaica. You also went to your first wedding, dads cousin Jason.  You slept through your first 5K, March of Dimes walk for babies.


We love you so much and are continually excited to have you in our lives and as our daughter

Love
Mom and Dad